Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Mean

You know how some people say "She doesn't have a mean bone in her body"? No one has ever said that about me. Ever. I used to wish I could be that kind of person. I thought maybe it was something that came with being a "big girl"...I'd be the person folks said had no mean bone.

I think I've outgrown those expectations. Sort of.

Except the mean thing. I can't stand the idea that anyone thinks I'm mean.

Stand-offish
Self-absorbed
Negative
Cynical
Weird
Opinionated

I can deal with all that stuff...those are all passive attributes. But mean? Hateful? Those are active feelings. I have too many other crazy thoughts in my brain to be consciously spiteful. There's a whole lotta thoughts.


1 comment:

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